My Entire Viewpoint on Life. (go back »)

On the last day I will be a coward.

The sun shall rise as it always does.

The weather will be the same as it always is.

I'll wear an outfit I've wore before,

and none will know I'm crushed inside.

Is this really how I want to live my life? No, it's not. I'm going to do everything in my power to change my perspective on life to one that is more optimistic, and not so dark and dreary. I hate dealing with the extra baggage, and I'm slowly realizing why they say "live every day like it's your last". Maybe I should start doing that.

With the deaths of friends and family members you'd think I'd have learned the lesson to use the time I have with them wisely, but I haven't. I still lack the courage to come right out and tell people what I really think about them, good or bad. So as I grow older [and hopefully wiser] I'm going to start doing that. I mean, it's not like I can just do it over again, I only get my one life.

I don't know sometimes though. Maybe I'm supposed to have a pessimistic view on life. I mean, it gives my writing a different edge to it. My mind is debating these two thoughts.

I'm really only a kid, is there all that much that can change about my entire viewpoint on life?

Who knows.